Tuesday, January 31, 2012

dig a little deeper

If somebody calls you fake and phony and makes you feel like you're nothing you just have to ignore them and dig a little deeper inside yourself to realize that YOU ARE SOMETHING and YOU DO BELONG IN THIS WORLD. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise. Be who you are and don't let anybody try to change you because you have to stay true to yourself ALWAYS.

Monday, January 30, 2012

don't waste your time

A good lesson I've learned over the years is to not waste your time because time is precious and once it's gone you can't get it back. So when something big in your life comes up don't waste your time on all the little things surrounding it. Just focus on that one big thing that you have to overcome and leave the rest of the little stuff alone. Time is way too precious to waste and you need to take advantage of having time to spend with your family and friends while you still can because one day they can be taken away from you. I've learned that lesson the hard way and I'm definitely taking advantage of it now because you never know what will happen to loved ones in the future so make time to spend with them while you still can and just don't waste your time.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

having an illness

Having an illness is the most terrible experience. When the doctor told me I had cancer I immediately thought my life was over. I thought I would never be the same again and I thought all my friends would never talk to me again. Only some of them ditched me though when they found out, thank god I still had those other true friends. Chemo was HORRIBLE and when my hair started falling out I was crying like a baby and my mom tried to comfort me every way she knew how but it just didn't work, I still hated what was happening to me and I didn't know what to do. It was the worst time of my life. That time of my life was when I was at my lowest low.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

hard life

I've had a really hard life over the years. My parents split up, dropped out of high school, got pregnant,broke up with my boyfriend. You name any teen situation I've been through it. I never really had much of a stable life. I always felt alone and unimportant, I felt like nothing I ever did or said was right. I was just a mess to put it plain and simple.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

First Impressions

First impressions are very important, I wanna make them all the time. It's hard when ur a teenager cuz people wanna judge u and act like they know everything about u when they really don't. It's ridiculous how judgemental some people can be.