Saturday, May 19, 2012


OMG AGAIN I haven't posted in a month. I've been REALLY busy and it's hard to blog when you got a million different things going on. Now that it's the weekend though I have time to blog so I'm blogging right now and I'm also gonna blog tomorrow to. I've just been so distracted and busy lately but I DEFINITELY have to catch up on my blogging because I love to blog about all kinds of stuff and randomness. Blogging is really cool.

Monday, April 2, 2012

busy bee

Wow I haven't posted in a month. I've been a VERY busy bee dealing with school and everything but I only have three more days of school before I go on spring break so I will have ALOT more time on my hands then to blog for everybody.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

love my guardian angel

I love my guardian angel. He was in the hospital for a while and he came home today. I am so lost without him. He is my heart and soul. He's my world, he's EVERYTHING to me. I just wish he knew how much he means to me because I really don't think he knows EXACTLY how much he means to me. I'm lost without my guardian angel and without him I feel lost and I can't function without him. When he's in the hospital all I feel like doing is sleeping til he comes home so I can dream about him, I guess you could say it's a type of depression. All I can say now is I'm SO HAPPY he's home and now that he's home I feel ALOT better and the depression is GONE. I got my guardian angel back and he's watching over me again.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

don't be afraid

Don't be afraid to be yourself. Hiding behind a shadow of who you wanna be is never the answer. You should always be yourself and show your true colors to be who you really are and you should never let anyone change you into someone you're not because nobody knows you but you.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

What do you do?

What do you do when someone you love is really sick and you feel like they are giving up? Of course you don't wanna believe it and you wanna believe that they are gonna be ok but there is still that one part of you that thinks they might give up. All you can do is sit and wait to see if the person will get better or get worse. And just be there for them during the hard times and the easy times. Prayer also helps.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

never give up

Never give up on your hopes and dreams and everything you've worked hard for and on the people you love. I've been taught that ever since I was little and that's been my motto for my whole life. I'm proud of myself for never giving up because it shows me that I am a strong and ambitious person when I never give up on my hopes and dreams and the goals I want to achieve.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

month of love

February is the month of LOVE. It's the month of Valentine's Day people. Let's all love eachother and send some love out to others this Valentine's Day.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

dig a little deeper

If somebody calls you fake and phony and makes you feel like you're nothing you just have to ignore them and dig a little deeper inside yourself to realize that YOU ARE SOMETHING and YOU DO BELONG IN THIS WORLD. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise. Be who you are and don't let anybody try to change you because you have to stay true to yourself ALWAYS.

Monday, January 30, 2012

don't waste your time

A good lesson I've learned over the years is to not waste your time because time is precious and once it's gone you can't get it back. So when something big in your life comes up don't waste your time on all the little things surrounding it. Just focus on that one big thing that you have to overcome and leave the rest of the little stuff alone. Time is way too precious to waste and you need to take advantage of having time to spend with your family and friends while you still can because one day they can be taken away from you. I've learned that lesson the hard way and I'm definitely taking advantage of it now because you never know what will happen to loved ones in the future so make time to spend with them while you still can and just don't waste your time.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

having an illness

Having an illness is the most terrible experience. When the doctor told me I had cancer I immediately thought my life was over. I thought I would never be the same again and I thought all my friends would never talk to me again. Only some of them ditched me though when they found out, thank god I still had those other true friends. Chemo was HORRIBLE and when my hair started falling out I was crying like a baby and my mom tried to comfort me every way she knew how but it just didn't work, I still hated what was happening to me and I didn't know what to do. It was the worst time of my life. That time of my life was when I was at my lowest low.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

hard life

I've had a really hard life over the years. My parents split up, dropped out of high school, got pregnant,broke up with my boyfriend. You name any teen situation I've been through it. I never really had much of a stable life. I always felt alone and unimportant, I felt like nothing I ever did or said was right. I was just a mess to put it plain and simple.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

First Impressions

First impressions are very important, I wanna make them all the time. It's hard when ur a teenager cuz people wanna judge u and act like they know everything about u when they really don't. It's ridiculous how judgemental some people can be.